I AM 24 YRS OLD AND HAVE SO MANY HARDSHIPS, AND MISFORTUNES AND SUFFER DEEPLY FROM POST PARTUM DEPRESSION.  I DREAD EACH DAY THAT I AWAKE.  I NEVER GET A BREAK FROM MY SON...TO HAVE TIME TO MYSELF, HANDLE BUSINESS, GET AHEAD, TO THINK CLEARLY, TO RELAX, TO ENJOY MYSELF.  I WAS LIVING WITH MY GRANDPARENTS AND NY GRANDFATHER GET VERY INAPPROPRIATE WITH ME, MAKING ME SCARED AND RUNNING FROM HIM.  LOST MY CLOSEST THING TO A FATHER LAST YEAR, ALONG WITH MY WIDOWED MOTHER AND SIBLINGS.  SONS FATHER IS IN PRISON, MY CAR IS A FIRE HAZARD, AND HAS SO MANY BROKEN FEATURES AND MISSING PIECES AND NON WORKING COMPONENTS.  ALL MY BILLS ARE IN COLLECTIONS, UNPAID, WHEN I HAD A CREDIT SCORE OF 663 JUST LAST YEAR.  I SLEEP WHEREVER I CAN...IN MY CAR THATS MISSING A WINDOW, AT FRIENDS, OR WHEREVER.  I NEED MONEY, HELP PAYING TICKETS TO GET MY LISENCE BACK, HELP WITH HOUSING, COUNSELING, SUPPORT, GUIDANCE, AND THE ABILITY TO BE THE MOTHER I SHOULD BE TO MY SMART LITTLE BOY.  I NEED STABILITY FOR BOTH OF US, I NEED MY OWN LIFE.  I HAVE NO SELF CONFIDENCE AND AVOID LEAVING TO GO OUT TO STORES, OR TO HANDLE BUSINESS, OR ANYTHING, BECAUSE OF MY CAR, SON, LACK OF MONEY OR HARD TIMES LEAVING TO GO ANYWHERE BECAUSE OF LACK OF PROPERTY OR SPACE OR MOTIVATION OR HOPE.  I AM FEELING TO HOPELESS AND STUCK AND DEEP I KNOW I HAVE POTENTIAL, BUT I NEED HELP TO BE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO GET EVERYTHING GOING IN MY LIFE.  I AM WELL EDUCATED, NOT ANY DEGREES THOUGH. PLEASE I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO HONESTLY CARE AND HAVE THE ABILITY TO AT LEAST FINANCIALLY ASSIST US.  THANK YOU FOR READING.